Hahahahahahahhaha (I'm giggly all over and it's your fault!!!).

Hmhm...you go through all that work and Linda cocks her head to one side and says..."Hmm...back to two or three inches?"

Yah, I knew you kind of felt bad about something. It's not really that I know but God knows. And even if it's the slightest missing for a person, He still knows it, and He cares about it. He'll take the heaviness of missing people away, but He won't take away the overwhelming Joy of seeing them again.

I miss you too. I'll always be missing people Anthony, and i don't think I'll get away from it. I spent my first hour home nearly crying about people I met last year and it's nearly broken me. I can't even write it without crying about it. But God is faithful.

If I could leave a prayer request (I'm covering your back on this one too, so, if you need prayer, by all means tell me)-- I really really really need prayer for lonliness. Not the without God sort of lonliness, no, that'd be waaay harder than I could stand. But just feeling so often I'm alone. And as God forms me for His Heart, it's so much easier to believe I am alone. I know there's people all around me...but I have no one to talk to, no one to run to, no one to really pour out what's on my heart and it hurts more than any wound in the world. THere's never time or there's never a reason to. So many never ever evers they could fill a book. But I know there's a book with a lot more never ever leave you's than I can fathom.

So if you ever have time, please, please do pray about that. I'm praying for you, that the burden of missing people would be made light by Jesus everlasting Joy.

 I love you Brother, even though i can't comment for Hannah or anyone else, you're Loved by them, and I'm sure they miss you tons too. God fill your heart with wonder and gentle closeness; everyone's brought close by the Heart of the Lord.

Even though I'm speaking from the outside, I hope Jesus spoke something for you. You are Loved.

Love you,

~Scooter

I'll go get the scissors

you should come with me to YPA (youth performing arts) at this one church in forrest lake! i went for the first time last sunday night, and found out we're going to do charlie brown's christmas. you should totally come with me, cos you're totally a theater person, and it would be awesome!!!

yeah, next time, if chris ins=ists on working overtime like he did, i'll turn you guys loose on him. deal? and i'll bring purple for your hair too. i'm giving chris a new look too.

oh yeah! i'm coming to minnesota a week from tuesday (in otherwords the 26th). i'll be there monday night thru wednesday morning, because im tkaing MN state beards for my beauty liscense & picking up my sisters at the airport. so let me know if you feel like company.

My dear friend.  That is soo delicious.  :) :)  Your performance was wonderful and i'm glad that you are where there Lord wants you right now.  I don't mean to be entirely picky; but God the Father and God the Son are not the same person.  Daddy is the Father and Jesus is the Son.  Here is one for your mind to dwell on and to rejoice over: Jesus is our brother!  He is also our Savior and our Bridegroom.  We are co-inherreters with Christ!  And, since Daddy doesn't play favorites with His kids, we have access to everything that Big Brother Jesus has!!!!! :)  Be blessed Anthony, and may you go forth in peace and surrance.

Wow! I told you! (or if I didn't I'm saying it now): Look at that amazing welcoming commitee!

Hahah. You're so loved. And like I told you; even if you think you stick out like a sore thumb, you are loved because of your consistant amazing character that God put in you...and that's no joke. And God loves you for the same reason; He made you stick out because He loved to show people Himself through you in a totally different way than how anyone else could do it. You're precious.

I love you and Jesus loves you much much much more! God  make your month or whatever it is until you get this comment and after soo amazingly wonderful in the simple places in life, with Love Joy Peace Patience Kindness Goodness and Self Control. You're amazing, and Daddy's not done with you yet, and He won't ever be. Enjoy His presence, for Yes, it is delicious.

P.S. And there's this beautiful lack of the word 'sweet' in your post...hehehehe. BRAVO! You know I wouldn't believe it awhile back, but you did it! That's amazing and i love you whether you say it or don't. Jesus Love be all over your life, because that's the gentlest and greatest Love there is.

Anthony...you've done it before...but your comments have the habit of making me cry---and than laugh my head off at the end.

Thank you. It's really beautiful, and it matters a lot to me.

And even if I've already said this over and over and over again--I really mean it this time--

I'm sorry I've stopped knowing that you're my brother. I stopped because it hurt. And I've given up my everything to Jesus and I'm back again, even though you probably didn't think I ever left. Being on the outside has a lot more reasons than just sitting outside the circle. I've been outside of your sister, and that's not where I should be. I'm sorry.

 I love you Anthony, and Jesus loves you so so so much more; He's your big brother, and He won't forget you. He's amazing.

I'm glad I got the chance to hang out with you and your mom and especially Aleina. I got my cuddle time, and I got so so so many Jesus cuddles that day I'm still knowing it. It's so so good. And you didn't even have to invent your teleporter...or it worked invisibly...that's up to you to decide.

But here's my school motto this week: "If you have scurvy, eat lemons!!!"

I don't yell it all the time, but it's in my head making me laugh to myself.

Jesus fill your heart; you're HIS delight, and He won't stop enjoying you.

I'm glad you're my brother, and I'm glad to be your sis.

Jesus is here; His love is all over the room. No need for teleporters; we live close together in the house of God, because we are all in His heart. There's no reason to miss any longer.

Heehee...I love his family. 

Joy be in you and through you, for He is near.

~Emilee

Ahhh. Looking back....

It's so so so beautiful to look back...no matter how empty I felt...there were so many many beautiful things Jesus gave me.

From His Love, to the littlest pencil, to your little comments and phrases...

He's so so good. I can't say enough about Him.

I miss the set more than ever...the Hobbit Hole feeling has been missed for a long while (and writer's group is too short!!!).

I noticed from IM and phone calls that I'm weirded out by both...I just can't say what I want to...thank you Jesus for xanga! Hehehe. yeah...I've saved all my xanga comments and emails and whatnot so I don't have to go online for them...and I've been going over them again today. Jesus has been faithful to you. I remember where you've wandered, and where you knew you were, and He's been so so faithful. Everything He said through you, and me, is still promised TODAY, and you're living in the promises He gave you through me. They didn't stop being true; they're still right here, written in His precious blood, all over your heart. So, whenever you're falling into a hard place, or you just don't understand, if your frustrated, sick and tired, Look back, and REST, in His amazing Love, His pleasure over you, because He's also been gentle with you. He loves you so so much, and He never quit enjoying everything about you. He made you gentle, so that He could move you where He wanted you. Don't run away from it; He made you tender even as He is tender, and He doesn't mess up. He cares about you; and He won't stop making even more promises to lift your eyes, because His promises have been written on the Cross two thousand years ago, and they were thought of before there was time. They're yours; my comments and posts are all just part of Jesus promise to you, every Joy there ever has been on you that was pure and praiseworthy is God's, and it's all yours, because your HIS. Heehee...He loves you so so much...and whenever you get this you'll probably gasp and not be able to read it all...but when you get it...you've been promised by Jesus; He doesn't ever ever forget you. He loves you better than anyone else could.

If my answer to the last comment was confusing, it was because I'm getting used to being your sister again...completely, without my little compromises and "You shouldn't"s and "You don't need to"s and on and on and on...I had a whole year to think them all up and they're from Satan and I'm quitting saying them...no matter how hard it is to get rid of the habit. i never wasn't your sis; I just have tried to hide it. I love you brother; Jesus bless your life with His promises...because even I'm one of them, and because you're my friend, you're a promise to me too; we're brother and sister through the cross...and that's too lovely for words. You're amazing and I won't forget the impact Jesus has made on my life through you; You're His, and the more you stick out, the more of His glory you send to rest on other people. You're special and precious for YOU, not anybody else. You're Jesus favorite, and He made EVERYTHING about you; don't let anyone put you down for it, because Jesus says you're worth it, and so do I. He loves you in the everyday and in the gynormous.

Be Blessed with His gentleness,

I love you, and I'll always love being around you.

*a hug that I decided I can give...*

*smile*

~Scooter

Sooo...what you want this time for your birthday...or do I have to guess and give you egg nog + a decided hot chocolate keg???

Oh yeah...you have Cell Group for your birthday. DRAT. That means i probably can't make it. *sighs*.

Well...at best, we could have a lights out something or other AFTER the premiere and birthday to make up for it...maybe we SHOULD spend Boxing day at Chadeshay too...

Mmm...Christmas.

Well...let Carol of the Bells bother you again because the season's getting closer...and it's almost appropriate.

I love you brother--Jesus make your time amazing even if you never read these massive comments... I know He will. Trust Him to--He'll do it. He loves you too much to miss a chance to make you even more HIS than ever before.

Rest and eat up His gentleness and fierce passion for you; He's not going to stop--ever.

~Joy of Jesus~

*oh and an extra hug I can give when I'm thinking about snow...*

~Scooter

Where does time go???

Does it really matter?

My mind is boggled by the fact that it's only a matter of time before we see Jesus...

That's amazing and I'm excited...

we had an amazing Writers Group by the way--I'll probably you tell you about it later...but just for the record I'll leave it here so you have three million comments to read when you get back.

It was just me, Desiree, Hannah, and Erin listening to Margie's Opening Arguments Episode I...

And then we never talked about writing again until it was almost over. Erin started on this whole life testimony and then we were just talking for hours about where we've been and where we're at in our lives...and it was all Jesus. When I think about it, I can't help but smile. God's been so so so so so Good to us---even if time is ticking by---it's how we know He's there---timeless and beautiful, true and Holy, faithful, reedeeming--ahhh. I'm in Love with Jesus all over again today.

Blessings on you brother--you're Daddy's. Don't stop to ask for your inheritance--you inheritance is God's power and might and protection, His wisdom, but most of all, the knowledge of Him and the sight of His beauty and tenderness. You're His son, and his brother. Don't fear anymore--you're His and He's all yours through the blood of Jesus Christ. ( and I know you know it and I'm just stating the promises over and over and over again...)

Love you~~you have an impact on soo many people. Hold fast--you're in God's place for you. You are HIS temple. So He's all over you and where you are (yes, even school and no internet) is where He wants you to be, if you are pressing into His Heart with all you have.

~Emilee

God hasn't given us a spirit of fear, but of POWER, LOVE, and A SOUND MIND.

What an amazing day...ahh. God is good...whether I think He is or not. Ahh. I love it.

Love you brother,

~Emilee

GO EAT A CRAYON!!!!!!!

Where are you?

Myspace isn't everything...

Neither is xanga....but can it be half of a quarter of a quarter of a year?

Okay...choose not to listen if you must (or just plain don't read because you can't).

Love you,

~Emilee

P.S. But be warned...

YOU ARE TRAVELLING IN MISSED.

Praise Jesus!

*smiles*

Here's where in the little things God is good...and He always is...but this was a little extra.

Joy, and Hope, and Love, and Peace

~Emilee